1.1 李悦

窗外的湖面上有无数光的精灵在跳跃、闪动，真是冬日里潋滟方晴的日子。喝完咖啡，李悦从湖中把思绪拉回来，得出发去上雅思课了。

下课了，方博笑盈盈地过来约李悦喝咖啡，李悦拒绝了：“I’d love to, but it’s just not the right time. I just ended  a long term relationship. I don’t feel like going out right now. I need to concentrate on myself.” 然后杜老师叫住了她：李悦，走，一起吃饭。李悦哦了一声拿住包准备离开，她对同学欠身微笑。方博露出不解的表情：“ But you’re having lunch with him? ”李悦解释道：“He’s my teacher. And he’s not like my teacher now. He was my teacher when I was 18. I always say yes to him. It’s like a habit. ”说完她并着大步出了教室门，杜老师没有停下脚步，她得快点跟上。

坐到咖啡店，李悦正在看菜单。杜老师没有语调地说：“So, tell me about your long term relationship. In English.”李悦有点懵：“Huh? But why?” 杜老师没有答言，李悦深吸一口气接着说道：“All right, maybe English can help me clear this out. So I have had this boyfriend for several years. I couldn't tell the exact duration because we never… 我说不下去了，I’m avoid thinking of him right now. ”

杜老师没有接话，跟没听到一样。他从包里拿出一个小便当，打开推给李悦：你吃这个，他拿走李悦手里的菜单，给自己点了一份沙拉。

”Avoiding.“杜老师收走李悦吃完的便当盒，面无表情地说。

晚上回家的地铁上，李悦看着玻璃里自己的镜像，摸了摸脖子，呀，最近很喜欢的锁骨链掉了。掉了就掉了吧，there’s nothing I can’t lose.